i suppose... everyone dreams of being somebody someday. unfortunately for me i don't exactly have a certain dream job or something like that. but i do want to learn and attain someday. I'm pretty greedy so its a lot of stuff.

I wanna be...

1.) a Pastry Chef
          I dunno, there's something about making pastries that gets to me... maybe its the way most people smile after eating them, or simply the satisfaction of a food maker to see the satisfied faces that ate his creation. Someday, ill make great, sweet delicious cakes, and desserts.

2.) a Pianist and Violinist
          I consider these two instruments as the most elegant of all, its the way the melodies flow from them. At times, i feel a natural sadness in each key press.. in each string stroke, as each note reaches my ears, i feel the emotion conveyed by the song, ever flowing...

3.) Professional Sports
          for as long as i can remember ive loved sports, i suppose i love basketball and badminton more than others. But ive always loved the sense of competition, and the fact that it relies on body reactions, and skills. Its a unique feeling, and i get to meet different people like this.

4.) Be a Manganka
       since i was a kid, ive always liked drawing. and lately i've been drawn more on manga, which are Japanese comics. the drawings in mangas are superb, in terms of quality and detail. and perhaps someday ill be able to draw great drawings of characters, but also wonderful scenery.

5.) a really smart Scientist, thats good in Physics and Calculus
          not so much that i want to be a nerd or anything, but i really want to gain an understanding... a profound understanding of things around... of how things work, of how i can predict the manner in which an object will react and so on. its a wonderful feeling to have a head full of knowledge and understanding


6.) a famous Programmer
       i suppose, in this day of computers...  these things have become extremely essential. what better than to have a dream of being able to control whatever it was that was the leading towards the future.

7.) a an awesome Dad
       truth be told... ive actually been thinking of this for a few years now... it might be true that im too young to be thinking about this... but i just cant shake the feeling of how wonderful it would be to really take care of someone... like my kids someday.. you know.. the usual, ill play with them, read them stories, help with their homework, kiss them goodnight and tuck them to bed.. those stuff.. i realized the cheesiness of all this. but i really don't care haha. somehow... after everything i mentioned i feel like thisll be the one thing that will be truly worthwhile. i suppose... its the one thing.. that would make me feel a sense of purpose in what i'm doing on this earth....